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Tuesday, September 22, 2009, 4:25 PM
The morning cold and raining
Dark before the dawn could come How long in twilight waiting Longing for the rising sun Oh, Oh You came like crashing thunder Breaking through these walls of stone You came with wide eyed wonder Into all this great unknown Hush now don’t you be afraid I promise you I’ll always stay I’ll never be that far away I’m right here with you You’re so amazing You shine like the stars You’re so amazing The beauty you are You came blazing Right into my heart You’re so amazing You are, You are You came from Heaven shining Breath of God still fresh on you The beating heart inside me Crumbled at this one so new Oh, Oh No matter where, how far you wander For a thousand years or longer I will always be there for you Right here with you I hope your tears are few and fast I hope your dreams come true at last I hope you find love that goes on and on and on and on and on I hope you wish on every star I hope you never fall too far I hope this world can see how wonderful you are Don't you think the first verse to this song is nice? Anyway today was horrible. I should stop running like that during Mass Run, especially when I know that there's going to be PE later. And that I'm going to have to risk spraining my ankle again. I don't know what's wrong with me really. I woke up this morning and then, you know the area around the thigh? Yeah it started hurting there. So I was running with this pain in my leg. Ha, but I was one of the first few to get back to class. I'm so proud of myself. But not that much of my logic, because one round around the field, and my chest started to hurt. I really should stop trying to be a bloody masochist. Except I don't realise it until the pain starts. It's all Ming En's fault, I tell you. PE wasn't so bad, except for the running part. And we had to practice batting. Well I'm telling you, I'm bloody grateful J didn't whack me over the head with the bat, although it couldn't have made much of a difference. It was covered in foam, which made it horrible to swing. More often than not I was scared of hitting my own head than the ball. I didn't make any ballerina swings though. I've got to be proud of myself for that. And since the pitcher was squatting down, the batter swung the bat slowly to make sure it didn't hit the pitcher's head. Smart huh. But during recess right I was going to return my bowl. Then there were like 3 ma'ams standing around the stupid bucket and right then I was cursing Ali for walking so fast. Gah. Then I greeted them and wasn't sure whether they heard so I stoned there for a while to see if they heard, i.e. responded. But then they stared at me like 'Why the fish is she staring at us?' so I ran away. And on the way back Ali grabbed Ming En's wallet. And we ran like hell all the way back to class. But I'm damn worried. What if they punish the whole level because of that? I'll feel so guilty and even if they're nice Serena ma'am is either CL/ACL or has some important position, probably. I'm pretty sure, anyway. Ah but then I managed to pass Zhi Han the books. And the thumbdrive. And she said she'd bring another book by Shannon Hale for me! (L) Speaking of books Ali and I made this deal that if she finished Lirael, I'd finish The Book Thief. Which is really dumb because Lirael isn't boring OK. But I finished The Magicians' Guild and now I want The Novice. So Ali, if you're reading this, and if you buy The Novice, you must lend it to me K? And Kim told Mrs Mok how we(sec2s) felt about some people(ahem) in Guides and the way it was run. If she doesn't kill us for that, then, hey, I say, 'Way to go, Kim.' Even though I didn't express it when she came by our class. Anyway it was coming. Anyway she said Mrs Mok said we should come up as a level and tell Ms Lin. HAHA at first she used 'rebel' and later she was screaming that Mrs Mok didn't say that. I have decided that if I screw up for this year's FYEs, I will not buy myself the iTouch. But if I get good enough marks to place me in Double Science (Chem and Bio) then I'll buy it. On top of that I will vow to stop banging my head on the wall. ... OK, I was joking for the last one. But actually this is the first time in my life I actually know where I want to go so I'm hoping this will work out for me. Or I'll never trust my judgment ever again and just go where the winds blow me to. Oh and I'm ditching DA for the time being to work on Healer. |
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