It's hard to listen to a hard hard heart Beating close to mine Pounding up against the stone and steel Walls that I won't climb Sometimes a hurt is so deep deep deep You think that you're gonna drown Sometimes all I can do is weep weep weep With all this rain falling down
Strange how hard it rains now Rows and rows of big dark clouds When I'm holding on underneath this shroud Rain
Its hard to know when to give up the fight Two things you want will just never be right Its never rained like it has to night before Now I don't wanna beg you baby For something maybe you could never give I'm not looking for the rest of your life I just want another chance to live
Strange how hard it rains now Rows and rows of big dark clouds When I'm holding on underneath this shroud Rain
Strange how hard it rains now Rows and rows of big dark clouds When I'm holding on underneath this shroud Rain
Strange how hard it rains now Rows and rows of big dark clouds When I'm still alive underneath this shroud Rain Rain Rain
I realise I'm always drawn to black blogskins. I wonder why. Anyways this skin was chosen because I have no idea how to upload images on this stupid thing at all, so that means, I can't use a lot of the nice ones. There's this person on blogskins and all of them are really nice but I have to upload the images. She's called Ev0nE, go look her up. And there was another nice one about dreams, but I had to upload the images myself. So, someone who knows how to do this, please teach me. I finally updated my iPod, but I still have too little songs in it. I'm going crazy trying to find the songs I want, since everybody: a) Doesn't have the songs on that computer they're using b) Has never heard of it c) Can't find it Chalk up another round of horrifying and terrible flag-raising for today. I got scolded for my consistency, again, and I really have to try and be better at it. Though I have no idea how. So that means I'm just going to have to get ready for a round of screaming tomorrow, because she says that if I'm still not consistent, she's 'not going to be so nice'. Such a wonderful school. No wonder Iris wants to transfer. Jing Ying and I were wondering what would happen if she told Charmaine Ma'am and/or Wei Shuang Ma'am that she was feeling uncomfortable. Suffice to say it was hilarious. Eh, I hope there's footdrills tomorrow, I want to see if she'd really tell them. If anyone out there has these songs: Rain-Patty Griffin Reach for the Stars Breathe Slow-Alesha Dixon Shadow of the Day-Linkin Park Summertime-The Click 5 Please please please send them to me. ;D
As the rain pours
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A Whiting and A Snail-Lewis Carroll
‘Will you walk a little faster?’ said a whiting to a snail.
‘There’s a porpoise close behind us, and he’s treading on my tail.
See how eagerly the lobsters and the turtles all advance!
They are waiting on the shingle - will you come and join the dance?
Will you, won’t you, will you, won’t you, will you join the dance?
Will you, won’t you, will you, won’t you, won’t you join the dance?
‘You can really have no notion how delightful it will be
When they take us up and throw us, with the lobsters, out to sea!’
But the snail replied ‘Too far, too far!’ and gave a look askance -
Said he thanked the whiting kindly, but he would not join the dance.
Would not, could not, would not, could not, would not join the dance.
Would not, could not, would not, could not, could not join the dance.
‘What matters it how far we go?’ his scaly friend replied.
‘There is another shore, you know, upon the other side.
The further off from England the nearer is to France -
Then turn not pale, beloved snail, but come and join the dance.
Will you, won’t you, will you, won’t you, will you join the dance?
Will you, won’t you, will you, won’t you, won’t you join the dance?’
It's the silence that breaks you
Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life … you give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like "maybe we should be just friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love.
-The Sandman, Neil Gaiman
It's hard to listen to a hard hard heart Beating close to mine Pounding up against the stone and steel Walls that I won't climb Sometimes a hurt is so deep deep deep You think that you're gonna drown Sometimes all I can do is weep weep weep With all this rain falling down
Strange how hard it rains now Rows and rows of big dark clouds When I'm holding on underneath this shroud Rain
Its hard to know when to give up the fight Two things you want will just never be right Its never rained like it has to night before Now I don't wanna beg you baby For something maybe you could never give I'm not looking for the rest of your life I just want another chance to live
Strange how hard it rains now Rows and rows of big dark clouds When I'm holding on underneath this shroud Rain
Strange how hard it rains now Rows and rows of big dark clouds When I'm holding on underneath this shroud Rain
Strange how hard it rains now Rows and rows of big dark clouds When I'm still alive underneath this shroud Rain Rain Rain
I realise I'm always drawn to black blogskins. I wonder why. Anyways this skin was chosen because I have no idea how to upload images on this stupid thing at all, so that means, I can't use a lot of the nice ones. There's this person on blogskins and all of them are really nice but I have to upload the images. She's called Ev0nE, go look her up. And there was another nice one about dreams, but I had to upload the images myself. So, someone who knows how to do this, please teach me. I finally updated my iPod, but I still have too little songs in it. I'm going crazy trying to find the songs I want, since everybody: a) Doesn't have the songs on that computer they're using b) Has never heard of it c) Can't find it Chalk up another round of horrifying and terrible flag-raising for today. I got scolded for my consistency, again, and I really have to try and be better at it. Though I have no idea how. So that means I'm just going to have to get ready for a round of screaming tomorrow, because she says that if I'm still not consistent, she's 'not going to be so nice'. Such a wonderful school. No wonder Iris wants to transfer. Jing Ying and I were wondering what would happen if she told Charmaine Ma'am and/or Wei Shuang Ma'am that she was feeling uncomfortable. Suffice to say it was hilarious. Eh, I hope there's footdrills tomorrow, I want to see if she'd really tell them. If anyone out there has these songs: Rain-Patty Griffin Reach for the Stars Breathe Slow-Alesha Dixon Shadow of the Day-Linkin Park Summertime-The Click 5 Please please please send them to me. ;D
