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Monday, August 17, 2009, 7:13 PM
Looking back at the beginning of this
And how life was Just you and me loving all of our friends Living life like an ocean But now the current's only pulling me down It’s getting harder too breath It won’t be to long and I will be going under Can you save me from this? Cause it’s not my time I'm not going There's a fear in me it’s not showing This could be the end of me And everything I know Oh but I won’t go I look ahead to all the plans that we made And the dreams that we had I'm in a world that tries to take them away Oh but I'm taking them back Cause all of this time I've just been too blind to understand What should matter to me My friends this life we live, it’s not what we have It’s what we believe in Cause it’s not my time I'm not going There's a fear in me but it’s not showing This could be the end of me And everything I know But it’s not my time I'm not going There's a will in me and now I know that This could be the end of me And everything I know Oh but I won’t go I won’t go There might be more than you believe (There might be more than you believe) There might be more than you can see But it’s not my time I'm not going There's a fear in me it’s not showing This could be the end of me And everything I know But it’s not my time I'm not going There's a will in me and now it’s gonna show This could be the end of me And everything I know Oh There might be more than you believe (There might be more than you believe) There might be more than you can see But I won’t go No I won’t go down Yeah OK, to me, the unspoken rules of blogging are these: When you blog to complain about your friends, don't use their full names. Blogging bad stuff about your family is strictly a no-no. But I am so pissed off so I'm not going to care. Maybe Lily Allen's song Fu*k you is getting into my system. Which is not necessarily a good sign. Anyways, here goes. You say you're so sick of all this invasion of privacy and whatever crap in this house, but I say, whatever. I, am so sick of your drama-rama attitude towards everything. Computer was taken away because Prelims are coming? Flounce off in a huff because 'you don't respect people who invade your privacy'. Hello, you weren't even supposed to spread out your bloody workload to half of the dining table. It was coming, anyway. You have a table in your bloody room, go use it. I manage to limit my stuff to my room, that I share with my grandmother, so why can't you limit your stuff to room-which you don't share at all? I mean, come on. Everytime something happens the way you don't want it to, you get all huffy and you end up getting cossetted. If you go on like that, you can just say 'hi' to being poor. And don't think I'd be in a hurry to save you either, I could totally do without your tantrums. You always do this about once a week, and it's really pissing me off. Haven't you ever heard the saying, 'Life is not fair'? Because you need to stick it in your petty brain that life cannot happen the way you want it to all the time. Get it? And everytime this happens you flounce off on your own to your tuitions and everything, and I'm stuck behind to pick up all your crap and get the backlash. When you throw tantrums, I get nagged at. Is it any wonder I feel like killing you. Enough is enough, Biatch. Ranting over. Elaine, I'm not your gay BFF. HAHA have fun going all over your JC and telling all the guys 'Hi I'm Elaine Boo are you gay, I want gay friends, gay friends are nice, you like pigs also, right, because if not, goodbye, I don't have anything to talk with you about.' And then getting slapped by them. Yayy. I'm thinking of applying to Nanyang Girls' with Iris, but I don't know. Should I? Argh. They scrapbook we made is so prettayee~ And I beautified the pictures so nicely 8D I love photoshop. Except I hate it when they don't let me erase anything off [actually it's my own fault but idc ^o)] OHOH and Iris and I replaced a printer cartridge all by ourselves! HAHA yay us :DD I'm so happy, today was so productive. Please tag me in more notes, I'm really bored. Hoho. Was supposed to treat Iris and Elaine to chocolate chip cookies except there was no time and I barely had time to stuff Coke into their hands. Too bad, maybe next time, if they come again, I'll serve it to them ;D I think I'm the only one who blogs on a daily basis. Oh well. J, I do not read your posts solely to criticise you. I read them to laugh, too. So there. Humphhh. Ohho. Went to Hougang Mall to buy 'Outside Beauty' by Cynthia Kadohata, ended up buying 'Silence' instead, it sounded more interesting ^o) HAHA call me a sadist but its about a girl that was raped by her brother and she got pregnant at the age of 12. |
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